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The Girl Waits For A Long Time.....
...Finally The Guy Arrives...
Knocks The Door
....Calls Out Her Name In The Sweetest Voice...
She Keeps Her Ears To The Door Sil
And Listens To Him...
He Keeps His Ears... And Hears Her Heart Pounding...
But She Does Not Open Her Door...
Just Waits...
...Finally....
He Pulls Out A Bill, Adds A Note...'Dear I Came...'
'...Waited For You...'
'..But You Don’t Seem To Be Around...'
'..My Heart Despondent... But I Felt You Listened To Its Beats...
'...I Will Be Back, Wish Then you are There...'
He Slides The Bill Into The Room Through The Gap of The Door Into The Room And Leaves...
She Feels Bad That He Leaves...If Only He Could Wait A Little Longer...
..But He Dint...
She Does Not Care To Look At The Note...
If Only She Looked At The Note..For He Mentioned He Will Be Back...
She Just Dumps The Note In The Dustbin... And Weeps....
She Cries That He Came Till The Other Side Of Her Door And Pounding Heart...
...If Only She Could Open All At Once...
..If Only He Could Wait A Little Longer...
..If Only She Could Read The Note...
AND He Walks Away... Thinking, why Did I Ever Come...Why Did I Feel That She Would Be Eagerly Waiting...
...If She Was Not There, Y Did I Listen To Her Heart Beats On The Other Side Of The Door...
...Was She Not Willing To Let Me In...
..Was It All An Illusion...
AND He Thought, What If...
..She Ever Sees The Note...
..Why Was I Foolish To Leave A Note...
..Well If She Never Reads It, How Will She Know...
..That I Will Be Back...
..If She Was Not Waiting, Then Will She Ever Feel Like Waiting...
...Many Questions, And No Answer...
..So He Walked Faster And Faster...
....He Felt He Is Running...
As Fast As The Wind...
And As Fast As Time....
...And He Ran Away, Just As She Wept Whole Night....!!!
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'....He Was Running And Running...
Till His Limbs Could Not Take Him Any far...
..He Trembled And Fell....
...She Wept, And Fell Into Deep Slumber...
And As The Next Day Broke, He Found Him Sleeping On A Haystack,
Next To The Beautiful Girl, Whose Cheeks Had Marks Of Tears Rolling Whole Night...
... And He Turned And Kissed Her, She Woke Up As Though From A Dream!!!'
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I Know You Like Happy Endings...But I Like It Not To End...To Stand At The Threshold Of Eternity.... And Shout Out Loud...And Say Here I Am!!!

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BLACK LIES

darker truths scare me...
i stand still knowing nothing!
In this abyss of ignorance, there is ecstacy!
there is lost love, regained...!

an angel whispering, every other moment...
a devil conspiring of black lies in the back of your mind!
rain drops seem to fall, as our hearts were full!
bow of hue on the gray cloudy skies..
flowers bloom on shoots dried to doom !!

all stopped in a moment... the sands of time just loosening away!
arid earth and heat, fuming dust..
when they settle, there wont be a thing, but pain!!

i hold on to this eternal dream..
hate to wake up and wish me slumber in peace..
many a falls unfathom... a darkness that is pitch black, and point blank...
i lose my self... to void, to vacuum... to nothing!!!

not to weep, but to many feets deep death!
i cry not, but i cant..

November, You smell Death !!

November....
You smell death, and I long for you!
You spring winter and the chill of death.
And if I survive, you gift me December....

I named my cubicle jayzon's deth
It seems the brain is dead and frozen here...
I hate to die but love to disappear into thin air!
This space is not mine, and I dont prefer to vanish as a less than ordinary 'blogger'.
If this was not my cube, I would have started a barber's shop,
and christened it 'shift_delete'.
In every strand of hair that falls, to install death;
And that remains, I will breathe passion.

I dream to read between the chunk of code I see,
Look for a spontainity, romanticism.
Well I like the mystery it unravels, but it ends in the first place....
Wish I can be the last man at the threshold of eternity!!

A window that can maximize to a downpour, or to strands of bright pixels,
Sunlight, that tangents to the three dimensional space!
All I see is undecipherable syllables enclosed in braces, procreating a chain of syntax errors...
On the panes, how I wish the dew drops can melt and drop down to your spines;
But a void, that you need to fill with stressed hardwork and fitting complexity!

I google for the exit button....
All I see is this blog window, may be I can suspend boredom for a while!!!